I didn't believe it for a while, but I just kept going and I'm really happy that I did. Just believe in that small spark, and I promise you, things will get better eventually. Sometimes, I'd still hear my parents' voice, telling me how I wasn't good enough or how I was stupid but now I'm slowly learning how to be gentle with myself. I was able to support myself through college and graduated with honors. But the line, "It's just a spark but it's enough to keep me going" has made me believe that things will get better eventually and that I'll be able to get out of the toxic environment I felt that I "deserved".Ģ022, I am now living independently and away from my parents. The line, "Every night I try my best to dream tomorrow makes it better and wake up to the cold reality and not a thing is changed" has stuck to me in my darkest nights back then because it's just so real. It felt like I deserved the kind of environment I was in. I didn't feel like I was born to be happy. I would be criticized and verbally abused over little things like doing the chores "incorrectly". My parents would tell me that I was better off dead if I acted depressed around the house. Being stuck in the house with no school nor anything to distract me, plus with toxic parents that just didn't care about the future of their kids, I was hopeless. I had just graduated high school, and had known that I wouldn't be able to continue my studies because of family issues. Thank you Paramore!Ģ013, when this song came out, I was at the worst phase of my life. So even though you probably won't ever see this. I don't know where I would be without music. It might sound stupid or cliché but bands like paramore have saved my life, on multiple occasions. I've been a paramore fan from the beginning and I always will be. ![]() It fit perfectly cause sometimes its only like this one tiny thing that your hanging onto, one little bit of progress. I put on my headphones and listened to these lyrics over and over again. It played on repeat, through the hard times, the panic attacks, when I felt like I was doing ok but not good enough. When I left for treatment I had this song on my ipod and its what got me through. ![]() I must've had the most insane ear to ear smile on my face because that was the happiest I have been in years. It was the first time seeing them live when they played last hope I was less than 3 feet away from the stage on my fiance's shoulders and Hayley looked right at me and smiled. Heard this song live right before I left for residential treatment for anorexia. The only thing I know that's keeping me alive It's just I'm not afraid of hurting anymore The lyrics can frequently be found in the comments below or by filtering for lyric videos. Paramore攀 I don't even know myself at all Paramore(파라모어) I don't even know myself at all Paramore! I don't even know myself at all Paramore (TUDESORDEN.NET) I don't even know myself at all Paramore (2013) I don't even know myself at all Para more I don't even know myself at all Last hope - Paramore I don't even know myself at allĭari bibir bibir kelabu menghembuskan asap …ĭari bibir-bibir kelabu menghembuskan asap k… (take my.We have lyrics for 'Last Hope' by these artists:Īdultery You were born in the last sunny daysĭenison Marrs We′ve reached the final hour Take these chances, we'll make it somehowĪnd take these chances to turn it around. So why can't you stay just long enough to explain? ![]() It's not the reason you don't see the sun anymoreĪnd you'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore On this side of town it touches, everything.Īt the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)
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